tenshi....

i'm so sorry.... i didn't want to make you worried about me...

i know that what i told you is stupid...

i couldn't do it.. im to afraid...

but ... i don't feel good...

it hurts my head because im thinking to much on it...

but it hurts me.... that she told me those thing like that.. my head was in somewhere else.. it made me so angry...a wanted to cry and run away but contain myself... and i don' want to se her in a few weeks...

i won't do any thing to my self so be calm...

just the thought of hurt myself made me scare...even more that i all ready feel...

im sorry ... calm down... kisses